A wish to respect

I sometimes wish you were mine Little did I know clock ticktocked unstoppably we performed our friendship admirably ‘Til I realized that I missed moment to tell you that I fall for you. Shouldn’t have responded hastily Should have told you sooner really that betrayal irritates my honesty that it takes time to process ‘Til … Continue reading A wish to respect →

Before September Ends

Here comes September 18th that I witness its transformative year, that 20-something years ago, I was born–incredibly still and didn’t cry and it made everyone in the room convinced that my baby form was soulless. Looking back, I realise the growths up to this day have been emphasizing on forgiveness, healing and acceptance. I learned … Continue reading Before September Ends →

Moment

Sometimes it can't be repeated.I now know that all I can do is reminisce it all.I know that I miss you. I cherish you. I do.Hoping there's gonna be one in the futurethat I can spend my lifetime with,that I can share the feeling with the same damn hunger,that I won’t be tired to gazing … Continue reading Moment →

Falling

Can’t stop myself from fallingMaybe u’d make me fallingAin’t trying to get on my kneeBut maintaining to keep on standing Standing where I meant to beNext to you it’d probably beFly with you like a beeas I got love for thee

We just don’t know what to expect

At first, I was thinking that this phase of loving has a happy ending, maybe it has–at some point, but the reality says what it is said. We just don’t know what to expect. I have come to agree with Abigail Cantika, an Indonesian singer/song writer which I am a fan of, saying that when … Continue reading We just don’t know what to expect →

2020

Now that December will come to an end, I’d like to thank myself for surviving, for believing, for loving and caring, and for showing me that there’s more to life than being so overpowered with the things that didn’t spark joy, the things that are beyond my control. I thank you. I thank you for … Continue reading 2020 →

Who do you want to see me as?

Nights away have we spentHoping to see the end—I’m not. Know it’s so long to get in ‘us’Who do you want to see me as? Sign have I shownThink you did but I’m not sureQuite far we have grownTo be ‘us’ are you assured? Are we assured?Think I am. I think I amBut some said, … Continue reading Who do you want to see me as? →

Truth in my youth

Looking back how the truth keeps telling me the truth.Can’t remember how it started flourishing in my youth.But, when someone told me with no speaks but deeds.How do I know that it’s gonna end differently than I had before?

Old Thing

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I’m vulnerable (around you)

To think that I’m so virgo But with you I’m not so virgo I know I’m so hard to love somebody But you make it all seems so easy.