A wish to respect

I sometimes wish you were mine

Little did I know clock ticktocked unstoppably

we performed our friendship admirably

‘Til I realized that I missed moment to tell you

that I fall for you.

Shouldn’t have responded hastily

Should have told you sooner really

that betrayal irritates my honesty

that it takes time to process

‘Til I went over against you

Didn’t mean to hurt you

You know I respect you

I value you. I crush on you

if that matters.

To be back on track

is what I’d ever ask for

But there’s a wish to respect

I thank thee

for painting smile in me

for replacing blue on my wall

know healings can do small